Damn Candy

Why, why, why? Why can't I control myself? I had been doing so well the past couple of days and I was motivated to get back on track. Halloween KILLED me yesterday. I couldn't control myself. "Just one piece" lead to about a million pieces. I just don't know what it is right now...I am having such a hard time motiviating myself and staying on track. I am starting to think, "Once a FAT MAMMA always a FAT MAMMA". I really hope not but I just don't know. It really is so easy to be fat. I know I should go downstairs and do some sort of workout but I just want to lay around and do nothing. HELP!!!!