Apology

   I have to apologize to the people that actually take the time to check-up and read this blog. FAT MAMMA has been on a "life strike" as I am calling it. If you recall, several weeks ago I wrote about my own personal Hell on Earth. I'm kinda still there. Things are "getting better" but I am still on "strike". My emotions are up, down and all around. I thank my lucky stars every day that I have the Hubs, my kids, my parents, my in-laws, and a few good friends because they have gotten me through the past  29 days by visiting, calling, and letting me vent & cry. I want to be better and get back to my good ole' life (minus the FAT MAMMA part) but I am just really having a hard time. So stick with me and I promise I will try to be a better blogger.
    I haven't weighed in since 10/12/12- almost two weeks. I have been busy and by busy I mean eating like shit. I know I have gained weight and it makes me want to vomit thinking about all of the crap that I have had in the past two weeks. So as of right now, 8:26 PM on 10/24/12, I am back on track. Today I started tracking my points, weighing my food, and thinking about EVERYTHING that went into my mouth. I will weigh in on Saturday morning knowing that I have gained weight. Maybe a pound, maybe 5 pounds. Am I ok with it? NO. Will I accept it and move on? YES.

Here is my plan:
-track my points
-plan meals in advance
-get moving
-sign up for my next 5k (Thanksgiving Day)
-sign up for a 1/2 marathon with TNT (more on that later)

    For those of you that know me well, I do better with a plan. Hopefully, with this plan I will keep myself accountable. I am also asking for your help...call me, email me, text me...ask me what I am doing to be active today, what am I eating today? I know there are a few people that read this but a few extra "reminders" will really help me! THANKS in advance!

   So like I said, thanks to those of you that are still following me on what has turned into more of a life journey than a weight loss journey. I will win and I will get back to the old FAT MAMMA.