Oh Shit

Just realized that 5k is in less than a month. Too bad I will NOT be ready for it. I have fallen behind in training. Life and work keep getting in the way. I know...it's not an excuse but it kinda is. Here is an example of what a pretty typical day/night looks like for me...starting at 9:00 pm last night:
 9:00 pm- in bed and almost asleep

9:45 pm- boy is screaming- up to feed him - back in bed @ 10:20

1:15 am- boy is screaming- rock and get him settled down- back to bed @ 2:30

3:30 am- damn DOG has to poop....PISSED OFF FAT MAMMA 

5:45 am- alarm goes off and get out of bed

6:40 am- out the door with the Boy and Girl in tow (usually I just take the Boy but she insisted)

7:20 am- arrive @ work

4:15 pm- leave work to pick up the tykes

5:15 pm- arrive @ home

5:20 pm- play outside with the Girl

6:00 pm- Boy in bath while Hubs makes dinner for girl

6:45  pm- bottle and bed for boy

7:00 pm - shower for girl

7:30 pm- clean bottles and pack bags/lunches for tomorrow

8:00 pm-  Girl in bed & dinner for FAT MAMMA

8:20 pm- throw in and fold a load of laundry

8:45 pm- about to pass out from exhaustion so off to bed i go

Please don't tell me that I should get up 30 minutes earlier and exercise...you get your ass up all hours of the night and then tell me to get up and exercise. Sorry to bitch but I am tired. Tired but still want to be successful. I just can't find a balance. Please don't think the Hubs doesn't help because he helps more than just about any other men that I know. He is a wonderful husband, dad and support. Tonight he is at a meeting and is gone from 6:30-???. Not typical BUT even when he is home the schedule is pretty much the same but he entertains the girl while i do the other chores. Oh well...should quit bitchin' and get my ass moving. Too bad I can't eat, fold laundry, blog, catch up on work emails AND run on the treadmill all at the same time. If I could...I wouldn't be a cranky bitch right now.